1. |
The Marks You Left
03:56
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I have seen white flags and hands held high
The moment of defeat
The tears they shed, the scars they left
All gone without a trace
Where is the reason
For all the pain that came to us
What is the sense of losing
All we have loved so much
I have seen a hundred ships go down
And now I feel that I will drown
I gasp for air are you here my friend
When I'm reaching out my hand
Run, from all that we've done,
From all we've become
From what is left for us, just
Fight, and try to escape
And try to erase it all
Before it's all to late
This is what I have been afraid of
What I have been aware of
But I never dared to
Think it really could happen
That we could be severed
But fate is traitor
My sight is blurred
'Cause I'm drowning in the alcohol
And fate is traitor waiting around the other corner
And strikes when you feel comfort
Run, from that we've done,
From all we've become
From what is left for us, just
Fight, and try to escape
And try to erase it all
Before it's all to late
I have seen white flags and hands up
The moment of defeat
The tears they shed, the scars they left
All gone withour a trace
The tears you shed, the marks you left
All gone without a trace
So I just run, from all that we've done
From all we've become
From what is left for us, just
Fight, and try to escape
And try to erase it all
Before it's all to late
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2. |
Porcelain
03:31
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Clear cracks in my facade
Each one a cause to leave
Am I so far away from it
Stabs in my bleading heart
Each makes me fall apart
I try to keep myself alive
Clear cracks in my facade
Each one a death of me
And now this is the breaking down of my remains
Lonely and lost like a shipwrecked at sea
With every breath it's getting clear to me
Holy as a saint could be
We've got lost together, torn forever
Watching the days go by
Stay down with hopes up high
Am I so far away from this
Have faith and call by time
Oh thanks for this good advice
'Cause you forget that everything is lost in faith
I focused all my strengt
Could have made the first few steps
But how the hell shall I bear this to the bitter end
Lonely and lost like a shipwrecked at sea
With every breath it's getting clear to me
Holy as a saint could be
I am broken like porcelain
No there is nothing time won't take away
But this has been to soon
There must be something to heal my pain
Am I just born to lose
Lonely and lost like a shipwrecked at sea
With every breath it's getting clear to me
Holy as a saint could be
We've got lost togehter, torn forever
No there is nothing time won't take away
We've got lost togehter, torn forever
There must be something to heal my pain
I am broken like porcelain
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3. |
Helpless
03:36
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Tik-Tok, don't watch the clock
Our time is near, he sneaks outside, round the block
Tik-Tok, don't watch the clock
Before you can scream you are caught in a deadlock
Desolated, my heart is burning out
Does anyone know what this is all about
Times are changing and nights are taking my breath away
Sometimes I get nostalgic, realizing how much we've left behind
And I'm breaking out
Did you ever know how it feels to be so helpless
When you lose something
And faith has tied your hands to prevent you
From trying to move on
Tik-Tok, don't watch the clock
Before you can scream you are caught in a deadlock
Helpless, it's not that I am alone
It's the fact that her name will be carved on a stone
How much would everyone pay
To keep control about their live all day
How much must be done to understand
That nothing is for granted
Except that everything ends
Did you ever know how it feels to be so helpless
When you lose something
And faith has tied your hands to prevent you
From trying
If I could I'd go
To cross every horizon
Just to get to you
When you will be gone
I am so fucking helpless
We're all helpless, so we must learn to let go
We are all helpless, we have all lost controll
We are all helpless, so we must learn to let go
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4. |
Neurotic
03:09
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I've laid to rest all my dreams that I once had
Cause the effect that of all the promises been broken
Is making me sick
If you're still smiling all the day
Then you are surely not aware
Everything has it's depravity
I feel like a psycho, I drown in my disease
I am feeling like I'm absolutely done everytime it's getting through to me
Save me Save me
I'm dying in these nightmares please just
Help me Help me
Don't let me go
No!
Care for what is coming next
It will surely break your heart
You will surely fall apart
Yeah this will be the end of it
I've laid to rest all the hope that I once had
Disappointments don't hit pessimists
I can not bear this all
I see the curtain fall
A life like this is nothing to deal with
I will take this on my own
Don't act like you go along
nobody wants to follow a blind
Follow a blind
I feel like a psycho, I drown in my disease
I am feeling like I'm absolutely done everytime it's getting through to me
Save me Save me
I'm dying in these nightmares please just
Help me Help me
Don't let me go
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5. |
Half Life
03:50
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In wastelands I roam
A decade alone
The sickness has led me away from my home
It seems like we're torn since our infant age
To struggle a lifetime for cash and god's sake
Breathing slowly, feel the ending of myself
I need to find new strength in these odd times
And I try to breathe
To breathe with water in my lungs
And I try to feel again
I need to break out
Deserts of ice inhabit my soul
Beyond what is real we are losing control
I can't say how long this will last
But I just know that it needs to end
And I try to breathe
To breathe with water in my lungs
And I try to feel again
I'm feeling so lost, don't want to be found
I'm covering my mouth, but I want to scream loud
I'm tired of sickness, of pain and of lies
I'm staying alive to get ready to die
I stay alive to die
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6. |
The Lost Kids
03:50
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It's all crazy, so crazy tonight
But we can't lay our heads down
Too many, too many times
But this ain't what it's all about
We lie to keep control over ourselfs
Deny that we are helplessly lost in a mess
Move your damn heads to this garbage sound
Move your damn ass to these nasty breakdowns
We gon' move our feet we gon' play the game
To make sure we will forget our pains
Everybody runs, everybody dance to forget
We gon' move our feet and we're not alone
Now raise your fist and sing it
No hate, no greed, no fear of anyone else
No hurt, no vice, no harm for anything else
I slipped on the silence
When the young lost kids surrender alone
Vanish the violence
Enter our pack and find a way home
It seems scary, it seems scary tonight
But we can't lay our heads down
Get ready, get ready in time
'Cause this is what it's all about
Being used, being broken
Joking about suffering
Forever and a day
And so on
Move your damn heads to this garbage sound
Move your damn ass to these nasty breakdowns
We gon' move our feet we gon' play the game
To make sure we will forget our pains
Everybody runs, everybody dance to forget
We gon' move our feet and we're not alone
Now raise your fist and sing it
No hate, no greed, no fear,
Now watch me go because I say I'm
Moving on with a critical songs but now I say I'm
Feeling little less like im lost because I say I
Rather do some hitting and run as if the torture broke down, fought back and I won
And now I say I'm back and it is better for all of you to just say I
Go back up, see agony falling through and then say I
Run away, make it okay, making it great, giving it all and set me free
Now raise your fist and sing it
No hate no greed no fear
Of anyone else
No hurt no vice no harm
For anything else
I slipped on the silence
When the young lost kids surrender alone
Vanish the violence
Enter our pack and find a way home
Everybody runs, everybody dance to forget
We're better off by now
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7. |
Silent Screaming
03:03
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I am irritated, where is the false behind these lies
This is frustration, this is the end
My soul is a scourge of mankind
And I'm imploding
Dare you to hear my silent screaming
The sound is more then you could ever take
Dare you to hear my soul, it's screaming
Lets go for this
Everytime I try to open up
It feels like concrete flooding me
Masses of pictures
Sell souls just for virtual fame
And on top of all this shit
Ignorant robots just consist of greed for clicks
Sick, sick, you are making me sick
Your lecherousness for fame leeds teens in caves of despair
And I need a lonely place
For my silent screaming soul, 'cause it's raped by the mankind
Tell me what has this world become
Dare you to hear my silent screaming
The sound is more then you could ever take
Dare you to hear my soul, it's screaming
So tell me what has this world become
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8. |
Ignite
03:49
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A breathless heart speaks a sensless mind
The mind pulls the trigger
I'm down to hide
I don't need more pain, I already know I'm alive
Feels like a habit to fight to survive
This seems so endless
Is there anybody getting it right
Anybody walking easy, not losing sight
Cause I am feeling like a hollow soul
Where do you run when senses sling you back
Your legs are making the movement
You come off track
Fingertips on broken glass
You wear the blood on your hands
For a lifetime heading the deadline
I've been fucked up lately
Tell me why's my mind so hazy
It is the same old shit in my head
Just give me one more word to feel
Like there's an ending to that
We build to crash and burn
But I want to restore
A time without concerns
Like it has been before
Where do you run there's no more time to choose
We gotta go by now
And leave this home
A breathless heart speaks a sensless mind
Fingertips on broken glass
Scream until there's nothing left
Fingertips on broken glass
You wear the blood on your hands
You want to scream until there's nothing left
We're build to crash and burn
Until we breakaway
For a lifetime heading the deadline
I've been fucked up lately
Tell me why's my mind so hazy
It is the same old shit in my head
Just give me one more word to feel
Like there's an ending to that
Ignite a light for the tragedy
Ignite a light for the malady
I don't need more pain, because I know I'm alive
Feels like a habit to fight to survive
Fingertips on broken glass
Scream until there's nothing left
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9. |
Last Fragments
03:52
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I'm holding on to what is left in my heart
To keep myself away from falling apart
I'm getting lost inside a mess of broken feelings
Holding on until the end, to our last fragments
Sometimes there is no happy ending
Only a goodbye and maybe see you in heaven
I have buried the lies, buried the truth, buried everything about me
So there is nothing left of me
I close my eyes, feel the emptiness inside
Because you left a space
I'm holding on to what is left in my heart
To keep myself away from falling apart
I'm getting lost inside a mess of broken feelings
Holding on until the end, to our last fragments
I still feel it in my bones, the grief has become a part of me
A former stranger, a new companion
Caught in a haze, trapped in a maze
I can't keep grieving, but there's nothing to replace
The warmth bleeding from your heart
Radiate to share your love
Give me a sign, so I can feel your spirit here
There are pictures that I retrieve
To go along with my disease
Of being helplessly lost
In this world without you
I'm holding on to what is left in my heart
To keep myself away from falling apart
I'm getting lost inside a mess of broken feelings
Holding on until the end, to our last fragments
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10. |
Awakening
03:14
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Close my eyes
Feel my breath return
I've been blind
But now I start to learn
Nights inhibit my vision,
Days have brought the ache
I never really wondered how it was
Cause I never really felt like I am more to this
I never felt alive
I never felt alive
I never felt a touch to smile
I always roam through the dark of the day
A steady fist, to erase all the pain
Never cared about what I really am
Never thought about who I could have been
Never dared to be someone else instead
But now I'm scared, this is my awakening
And now I feel so alive
I never felt alive
I never felt a touch to smile
There's no way back from here
Right now I see myself so clear
So clear
From Everything - I could have been
From Everything I could have been
A white haze is covering me
I now am feeling so complete
Close my eyes
Feel my breath return
I never felt alive
I never felt a touch to smile
There's no way back from here
Right now I see myself so clear
From Everything - I could have been
From Everything I could have been
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11. |
Born To Live
03:43
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I am seeing flashbacks
Days of summer dancing in my mind
It's hard to except
No one found a way to turn back time
In a sudden instant
We face our fears
Overwhelmed by the bitter truth
Nothing is safe around here
Caught in the silence
To driven by the
Life that we once lost
We're born to live and leave behind
We are not meant to be complete
I try, I really try to hold on
To the things that make me feel
Like there is anything
That might endure until I stop to breathe
But there's a fear of losing
Pushing me to fall for disbelieve
Caught in the silence
To driven by the
Life that we once lost
We're born to live and leave behind
But there's nothing preventing me to fall for disbelieve
I might be smiling
But it's not enough for me to find relief
Caught in the silence
To driven by the
Life that we once lost
We're born to live and leave behind
You see me now
Bearing the cross pushing down my neck
Born to live and leave behind
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12. |
The Summary
04:07
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We're belonging here
But under hands of destiny
So this is the summary
There will always be a way they said
There will always be a smart solution
Go find a path for me
Before I'm ending up in desolution
There will always be a way they said
Sounds like a narrow minded fairytale
Choices we have
Not to make would mean to regress
Say can you feel the silence
The pressure running down on you
Are you afraid of dying
Cause thats the last thing you'll do
Take away the dreams we had
Replaced with death
But this just won't happen to you
Face the day when you will see
Your siblings bleed
But this just won't happen to you
We're belonging here
But under hands of destiny
So this is the summary
Right now we close the circle
The beginning of the end begun
Fighting against the current
Can feel it take it one by one
Can you feel the torture
Or do you think it's just passing by
Say can you feel the silence
The pressure running down on you
Are you afraid of dying
Cause thats the last thing you'll do
Take away the dreams we had
Replaced with death
But this just won't happen to you
Face the day when you will see
Your siblings bleed
But this just won't happen to you
I seek for hidden stars since that day
You closed your eyes and flew away
Now I'm looking for myself to decay
Because it won't be the same again
I have travelled through paradise
But found myself in a hell
If there is one thing to sacrifice
To bring you back I'd give it all away
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