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Porcelain

by Rising Insane

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1.
I have seen white flags and hands held high The moment of defeat The tears they shed, the scars they left All gone without a trace Where is the reason For all the pain that came to us What is the sense of losing All we have loved so much I have seen a hundred ships go down And now I feel that I will drown I gasp for air are you here my friend When I'm reaching out my hand Run, from all that we've done, From all we've become From what is left for us, just Fight, and try to escape And try to erase it all Before it's all to late This is what I have been afraid of What I have been aware of But I never dared to Think it really could happen That we could be severed But fate is traitor My sight is blurred 'Cause I'm drowning in the alcohol And fate is traitor waiting around the other corner And strikes when you feel comfort Run, from that we've done, From all we've become From what is left for us, just Fight, and try to escape And try to erase it all Before it's all to late I have seen white flags and hands up The moment of defeat The tears they shed, the scars they left All gone withour a trace The tears you shed, the marks you left All gone without a trace So I just run, from all that we've done From all we've become From what is left for us, just Fight, and try to escape And try to erase it all Before it's all to late
2.
Porcelain 03:31
Clear cracks in my facade Each one a cause to leave Am I so far away from it Stabs in my bleading heart Each makes me fall apart I try to keep myself alive Clear cracks in my facade Each one a death of me And now this is the breaking down of my remains Lonely and lost like a shipwrecked at sea With every breath it's getting clear to me Holy as a saint could be We've got lost together, torn forever Watching the days go by Stay down with hopes up high Am I so far away from this Have faith and call by time Oh thanks for this good advice 'Cause you forget that everything is lost in faith I focused all my strengt Could have made the first few steps But how the hell shall I bear this to the bitter end Lonely and lost like a shipwrecked at sea With every breath it's getting clear to me Holy as a saint could be I am broken like porcelain No there is nothing time won't take away But this has been to soon There must be something to heal my pain Am I just born to lose Lonely and lost like a shipwrecked at sea With every breath it's getting clear to me Holy as a saint could be We've got lost togehter, torn forever No there is nothing time won't take away We've got lost togehter, torn forever There must be something to heal my pain I am broken like porcelain
3.
Helpless 03:36
Tik-Tok, don't watch the clock Our time is near, he sneaks outside, round the block Tik-Tok, don't watch the clock Before you can scream you are caught in a deadlock Desolated, my heart is burning out Does anyone know what this is all about Times are changing and nights are taking my breath away Sometimes I get nostalgic, realizing how much we've left behind And I'm breaking out Did you ever know how it feels to be so helpless When you lose something And faith has tied your hands to prevent you From trying to move on Tik-Tok, don't watch the clock Before you can scream you are caught in a deadlock Helpless, it's not that I am alone It's the fact that her name will be carved on a stone How much would everyone pay To keep control about their live all day How much must be done to understand That nothing is for granted Except that everything ends Did you ever know how it feels to be so helpless When you lose something And faith has tied your hands to prevent you From trying If I could I'd go To cross every horizon Just to get to you When you will be gone I am so fucking helpless We're all helpless, so we must learn to let go We are all helpless, we have all lost controll We are all helpless, so we must learn to let go
4.
Neurotic 03:09
I've laid to rest all my dreams that I once had Cause the effect that of all the promises been broken Is making me sick If you're still smiling all the day Then you are surely not aware Everything has it's depravity I feel like a psycho, I drown in my disease I am feeling like I'm absolutely done everytime it's getting through to me Save me Save me I'm dying in these nightmares please just Help me Help me Don't let me go No! Care for what is coming next It will surely break your heart You will surely fall apart Yeah this will be the end of it I've laid to rest all the hope that I once had Disappointments don't hit pessimists I can not bear this all I see the curtain fall A life like this is nothing to deal with I will take this on my own Don't act like you go along nobody wants to follow a blind Follow a blind I feel like a psycho, I drown in my disease I am feeling like I'm absolutely done everytime it's getting through to me Save me Save me I'm dying in these nightmares please just Help me Help me Don't let me go
5.
Half Life 03:50
In wastelands I roam A decade alone The sickness has led me away from my home It seems like we're torn since our infant age To struggle a lifetime for cash and god's sake Breathing slowly, feel the ending of myself I need to find new strength in these odd times And I try to breathe To breathe with water in my lungs And I try to feel again I need to break out Deserts of ice inhabit my soul Beyond what is real we are losing control I can't say how long this will last But I just know that it needs to end And I try to breathe To breathe with water in my lungs And I try to feel again I'm feeling so lost, don't want to be found I'm covering my mouth, but I want to scream loud I'm tired of sickness, of pain and of lies I'm staying alive to get ready to die I stay alive to die
6.
It's all crazy, so crazy tonight But we can't lay our heads down Too many, too many times But this ain't what it's all about We lie to keep control over ourselfs Deny that we are helplessly lost in a mess Move your damn heads to this garbage sound Move your damn ass to these nasty breakdowns We gon' move our feet we gon' play the game To make sure we will forget our pains Everybody runs, everybody dance to forget We gon' move our feet and we're not alone Now raise your fist and sing it No hate, no greed, no fear of anyone else No hurt, no vice, no harm for anything else I slipped on the silence When the young lost kids surrender alone Vanish the violence Enter our pack and find a way home It seems scary, it seems scary tonight But we can't lay our heads down Get ready, get ready in time 'Cause this is what it's all about Being used, being broken Joking about suffering Forever and a day And so on Move your damn heads to this garbage sound Move your damn ass to these nasty breakdowns We gon' move our feet we gon' play the game To make sure we will forget our pains Everybody runs, everybody dance to forget We gon' move our feet and we're not alone Now raise your fist and sing it No hate, no greed, no fear, Now watch me go because I say I'm Moving on with a critical songs but now I say I'm Feeling little less like im lost because I say I Rather do some hitting and run as if the torture broke down, fought back and I won And now I say I'm back and it is better for all of you to just say I Go back up, see agony falling through and then say I Run away, make it okay, making it great, giving it all and set me free Now raise your fist and sing it No hate no greed no fear Of anyone else No hurt no vice no harm For anything else I slipped on the silence When the young lost kids surrender alone Vanish the violence Enter our pack and find a way home Everybody runs, everybody dance to forget We're better off by now
7.
I am irritated, where is the false behind these lies This is frustration, this is the end My soul is a scourge of mankind And I'm imploding Dare you to hear my silent screaming The sound is more then you could ever take Dare you to hear my soul, it's screaming Lets go for this Everytime I try to open up It feels like concrete flooding me Masses of pictures Sell souls just for virtual fame And on top of all this shit Ignorant robots just consist of greed for clicks Sick, sick, you are making me sick Your lecherousness for fame leeds teens in caves of despair And I need a lonely place For my silent screaming soul, 'cause it's raped by the mankind Tell me what has this world become Dare you to hear my silent screaming The sound is more then you could ever take Dare you to hear my soul, it's screaming So tell me what has this world become
8.
Ignite 03:49
A breathless heart speaks a sensless mind The mind pulls the trigger I'm down to hide I don't need more pain, I already know I'm alive Feels like a habit to fight to survive This seems so endless Is there anybody getting it right Anybody walking easy, not losing sight Cause I am feeling like a hollow soul Where do you run when senses sling you back Your legs are making the movement You come off track Fingertips on broken glass You wear the blood on your hands For a lifetime heading the deadline I've been fucked up lately Tell me why's my mind so hazy It is the same old shit in my head Just give me one more word to feel Like there's an ending to that We build to crash and burn But I want to restore A time without concerns Like it has been before Where do you run there's no more time to choose We gotta go by now And leave this home A breathless heart speaks a sensless mind Fingertips on broken glass Scream until there's nothing left Fingertips on broken glass You wear the blood on your hands You want to scream until there's nothing left We're build to crash and burn Until we breakaway For a lifetime heading the deadline I've been fucked up lately Tell me why's my mind so hazy It is the same old shit in my head Just give me one more word to feel Like there's an ending to that Ignite a light for the tragedy Ignite a light for the malady I don't need more pain, because I know I'm alive Feels like a habit to fight to survive Fingertips on broken glass Scream until there's nothing left
9.
I'm holding on to what is left in my heart To keep myself away from falling apart I'm getting lost inside a mess of broken feelings Holding on until the end, to our last fragments Sometimes there is no happy ending Only a goodbye and maybe see you in heaven I have buried the lies, buried the truth, buried everything about me So there is nothing left of me I close my eyes, feel the emptiness inside Because you left a space I'm holding on to what is left in my heart To keep myself away from falling apart I'm getting lost inside a mess of broken feelings Holding on until the end, to our last fragments I still feel it in my bones, the grief has become a part of me A former stranger, a new companion Caught in a haze, trapped in a maze I can't keep grieving, but there's nothing to replace The warmth bleeding from your heart Radiate to share your love Give me a sign, so I can feel your spirit here There are pictures that I retrieve To go along with my disease Of being helplessly lost In this world without you I'm holding on to what is left in my heart To keep myself away from falling apart I'm getting lost inside a mess of broken feelings Holding on until the end, to our last fragments
10.
Awakening 03:14
Close my eyes Feel my breath return I've been blind But now I start to learn Nights inhibit my vision, Days have brought the ache I never really wondered how it was Cause I never really felt like I am more to this I never felt alive I never felt alive I never felt a touch to smile I always roam through the dark of the day A steady fist, to erase all the pain Never cared about what I really am Never thought about who I could have been Never dared to be someone else instead But now I'm scared, this is my awakening And now I feel so alive I never felt alive I never felt a touch to smile There's no way back from here Right now I see myself so clear So clear From Everything - I could have been From Everything I could have been A white haze is covering me I now am feeling so complete Close my eyes Feel my breath return I never felt alive I never felt a touch to smile There's no way back from here Right now I see myself so clear From Everything - I could have been From Everything I could have been
11.
Born To Live 03:43
I am seeing flashbacks Days of summer dancing in my mind It's hard to except No one found a way to turn back time In a sudden instant We face our fears Overwhelmed by the bitter truth Nothing is safe around here Caught in the silence To driven by the Life that we once lost We're born to live and leave behind We are not meant to be complete I try, I really try to hold on To the things that make me feel Like there is anything That might endure until I stop to breathe But there's a fear of losing Pushing me to fall for disbelieve Caught in the silence To driven by the Life that we once lost We're born to live and leave behind But there's nothing preventing me to fall for disbelieve I might be smiling But it's not enough for me to find relief Caught in the silence To driven by the Life that we once lost We're born to live and leave behind You see me now Bearing the cross pushing down my neck Born to live and leave behind
12.
The Summary 04:07
We're belonging here But under hands of destiny So this is the summary There will always be a way they said There will always be a smart solution Go find a path for me Before I'm ending up in desolution There will always be a way they said Sounds like a narrow minded fairytale Choices we have Not to make would mean to regress Say can you feel the silence The pressure running down on you Are you afraid of dying Cause thats the last thing you'll do Take away the dreams we had Replaced with death But this just won't happen to you Face the day when you will see Your siblings bleed But this just won't happen to you We're belonging here But under hands of destiny So this is the summary Right now we close the circle The beginning of the end begun Fighting against the current Can feel it take it one by one Can you feel the torture Or do you think it's just passing by Say can you feel the silence The pressure running down on you Are you afraid of dying Cause thats the last thing you'll do Take away the dreams we had Replaced with death But this just won't happen to you Face the day when you will see Your siblings bleed But this just won't happen to you I seek for hidden stars since that day You closed your eyes and flew away Now I'm looking for myself to decay Because it won't be the same again I have travelled through paradise But found myself in a hell If there is one thing to sacrifice To bring you back I'd give it all away

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released November 1, 2019

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